Dreams 30/3/07 & 31/3/07

30/03/07 - Dimensional Shift Mushroom Trip

I am in a room with a group of other people at a party. Someone offers me some mexican mushrooms. I take them quickly without seeing the mushrooms themselves. Immediately the room expands and pulses with energy and things shift. Colours become more vivid, especially blues and reds and objects gain a shifting almost Picasso-esque quality.

Then everything changes and a new scene pops in. This is of a natural environment where I am walking through a forest at night. Points of light shed brilliant and bright colours and as I roam around I feel a sense of peace and tranquility. There is no time and my consciousness is embedded in eternity. All around me the trees and lights pulse with energy as I walk and it feels like a real and very potent trip.

Then I wake up, turn over and go back to sleep. I attempt to return to the dream. However, when I think that I am back there a bright red blazing neon African style icon of a man or deity fills my vision and my dream is terminated.

Meanings: Getting out of reality/exploring dimensions. Later on I call someone whom I have not been able to contact for a while and am invited to a party next weekend.

31/03/07 - Ageing Perspective Shift

I am in a building and feel that I am getting old. Physically, I age faster and ask a scientist (or shaman) if there is any way of stopping this. He gives me a couple of balls of gloopy gel and tells me to wait until I am about to die to beome younger. Then I realise that I am a woman and get older very fast. I ask what I would be like he tells me I would look like the moment he handed the gel to me. Oh no I think I don't want to be a 60 year old woman with short greying hair. Also, I could keep doing this. Then I feel that I do not want to become another Lumic (and my brain in Cyber body showing immortality momentarity enters my mind).

Its time and cupping the gel in my hands he leads me through a kind of theatre and I follow across pews of chairs. There are people there and one shouts and tries to stop me. It is hard keeping the gel in my hands. Trying to run with a frail body I ignore this and find that we need to descend a steep spiralling staircase to darkness. After stepping down one step we enter a hallway and with the last of my energy I lurch forward and touch a bright blue energy light in front of me. I feel 100 and as soon as my gel touched the light I die. I wake up.

Then I go back to sleep and find myself detaching from a male body like the one I had originally in the dream. This is on a spaceship. My consciousness moves away to a screen and I see in horror as everything is burned by radiation and cannot bear to look back. I run around the room (now large like a hall) avoiding the screen. I know the man, now given a name like a creature, is alive but grossly disfigured. The show ends and a preview of the next show is on. I realise that I am female again and end up in a bedroom like mine at my Mum's in Barry.

Meanings: Triggered by Star Trek : Metamorphosis (about Cochrane and The Companion) that I watched just before going to bed. Also Lazarus experiment (new Doctor Who). Interesting how my mind shifted between male, female and without body.