Dreams 30/3/07 & 31/3/07
Then everything changes and a new scene pops in. This is of a natural environment where I am walking through a forest at night. Points of light shed brilliant and bright colours and as I roam around I feel a sense of peace and tranquility. There is no time and my consciousness is embedded in eternity. All around me the trees and lights pulse with energy as I walk and it feels like a real and very potent trip.
Then I wake up, turn over and go back to sleep. I attempt to return to the dream. However, when I think that I am back there a bright red blazing neon African style icon of a man or deity fills my vision and my dream is terminated.
Meanings: Getting out of reality/exploring dimensions. Later on I call someone whom I have not been able to contact for a while and am invited to a party next weekend.
31/03/07 - Ageing Perspective Shift
Its time and cupping the gel in my hands he leads me through a kind of theatre and I follow across pews of chairs. There are people there and one shouts and tries to stop me. It is hard keeping the gel in my hands. Trying to run with a frail body I ignore this and find that we need to descend a steep spiralling staircase to darkness. After stepping down one step we enter a hallway and with the last of my energy I lurch forward and touch a bright blue energy light in front of me. I feel 100 and as soon as my gel touched the light I die. I wake up.
Then I go back to sleep and find myself detaching from a male body like the one I had originally in the dream. This is on a spaceship. My consciousness moves away to a screen and I see in horror as everything is burned by radiation and cannot bear to look back. I run around the room (now large like a hall) avoiding the screen. I know the man, now given a name like a creature, is alive but grossly disfigured. The show ends and a preview of the next show is on. I realise that I am female again and end up in a bedroom like mine at my Mum's in Barry.
Meanings: Triggered by Star Trek : Metamorphosis (about Cochrane and The Companion) that I watched just before going to bed. Also Lazarus experiment (new Doctor Who). Interesting how my mind shifted between male, female and without body.
Labels: ageing, dimensional, dream, mushroom